Cute Poem!

So I have been searching for this poem for years!!!! It is kind of sad, but its so cute at the same time.  I found it on Facebook, go figure that I would find it there haha!  This poem came out after 911, I don't know who wrote it.  Maybe you have already seen it, or got it in an email. But it makes you appreciate all that you have!!!! Hope you enjoy it!

her hair was up in a ponytail
her favorite dress tied with a bow
today was daddy's day at school
and she couldn't wait to go
but her mommy tried to tell her
that she probably should stay home
why the kids might not understand
if she went to school alone
but she was not afraid
she knew just what to say
what to tell her classmates
of why he wasnt there today
but still her mother worried
for her to face this day alone
and that is why once again
she tried to keep her daughter home
but the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all
about a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls
there were daddies along the wall in the back for everyone to meet
childeren squirming impatiently
anxious in their seats
one by one the teacher called
a student from the class
to introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed
at last the teacher called her name
every child turned to stare
each of them was searching a man who wasn't there
she went to the front of the class
as she smiled up at her mom
and looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on
and with hands behind her back
she slowly began to speak
and from out the mouth of a child came words incredibly unique
'my daddy couldnt be here
because he lives so far away
but i know he wishes he could be
since this is such a special day
and though you cannot meet him
i wanted you to know
all about my daddy and how much he loves me so
he loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike
he surprised me with pink roses
and taught me to fly a kite
we used to share fudge sundaes
and ice cream in a cone
and though you cannot see him
im not standing here alone
cause my daddy is always with me
even though we are apart
i know because he told me he'll forever be in my heart"
with that her little hand reached up
and lay across her chest
feeling her own heart beat
beneath her favorite dress
and from somewhere in the crowd of dads
her mother stood in tears
proudly watched her daughter
who was wise beyond her years
she finished with a voice so soft
but its message clear and loud...
'i love my daddy very much
hes my shining star
and if he could, he'd be here
..but heavens just too far'

I'm in, I'm in, I'm in!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I know it's been a really long time since I have updated my blog!!!!!! But I was waiting for the good news to come in so I could share!  As you know, I had my interview for the Athletic Training Program at NAU on Saturday! So we loaded up and drove up to Flagstaff on Saturday morning! We got there around 10:45, so we went to target to kill some time then went to my interview!!!!!!!

I was so nervous for the interview that I broke out in hives on my neck and chest!!!!! They were running about 15 minutes late! So I had to wait another 15 minutes it was almost unbearable! They finally called me in and it was so scary!!!! They had two tables with 5 people behind them then one chair in the center of the room all by itself! So I had 5 people staring at me hanging on my every word.  Then the question part was done and it was time for my practical.  I had to tape an ankle, fit crutches, and provide wound care.  Pretty simple stuff and less scary since it was run by the students.  So I felt pretty good about the interview, if I were to do it again I would say the same exact stuff! 

The student who brought me to the practical said I would hear by Monday! So I got my hopes up to hear on Monday! Let me tell ya, I was way disappointed! I checked my email like every 5 minutes on Monday and nothing came in! I could not concentrate on anything! And I had to take a final too!!! I was a mess! So by 8:00 pm, I had to give it up for the day.  I just wasn't going to find out on Monday... then I got paranoid and thought maybe they got my email wrong! So then there was today, I went to work still checking my email every five minutes until I finally had to work, then I checked it every hour haha.  So finally right before lunch, the relief washed over and I got the email saying they would like to offer me a spot in the program!!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOHHHHHHH MMMMMMMMYYYYYYYY GGGGGOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSHHHHHH!!!!! I got in!!!! The email said to think about it and reply if I would like to accept.  Well I had thought about it for 2 years, so I replied to the email as soon as I could haha!!!

So that is my story! I look forward to keeping everyone up to date on my experiences on my blog! Hopefully I'll have time!

Save the date!!!!!!

So I just got a call that on Saturday March 5th I have my interview for the Athletic Training Education Program!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my gosh I just can't wait. I hope it goes well! I will find out the Monday after if I am accepted! OMG I can't believe this is almost here!!!!!!!!!!! I have waited so long for this and I it's the only thing in my life that I will seriously die for! Ok I wouldn't literally die, but I have no plan B so I better get this! So keep your fingers crossed and send me lots of good vibes on Saturday March 5th at 11:30!!!!!!!!!!!

And the race is on!

So last week I sent off my application to the Athletic Training Education Program at NAU.  So the wait begins, I will hopefully have an interview at the end of the month/beginning of March.  It will probably be on a Friday or Saturday and I should know by the Monday after my interview if I have been accepted or not! So keep your fingers crossed, they only accept 15 people into the program! I don't think that I have ever wanted anything more in my life, if I don't get in then I might just die!!! Ok well maybe not die, but I will be devastated! So pray with me and send me positive vibes for the whole process.  At least the wait isn't long, right?!?  I'll let you know what happens next!!!!!!!!!!

Yay for big sisters!!!!!!!

Now I know some of you are saying wait I thought Shelli was an only child! Well I am but 10 years ago I met my long time friend Ali who took me under her wing as her little sister! So this past weekend Ali and I went up to Flagstaff with her friend Tarah and Tarah's friend Genaro! Ali and Tarah graduated from NAU so they showed me around campus and town.  I learned all the cool spots to party at hang out at haha! We also went to the Grand Canyon!!! It was so pretty all covered in snow! Here are some pictures from the weekend!

 From right to left: Me, Genaro, Ali, and Tarah.  At the Grand Canyon! It was free this weekend too! So if you want to go to the Grand Canyon and get in for free I suggest on MLK weekend haha and you'll see some snow!  Actually it's probably most holidays!

 Work it girl!!!!!!

 Me and Ali, big sis and lil sis!

 We saw two deer and took like 100 pictures just of them, I'll only put one though!

 Me and Tarah with the infamous french fries at South Campus!

 Me, Tarah, Ali, and Genaro at Old Main on north campus

I had so much fun, I was jumping for joy haha! It was such a fun weekend! I am glad I got to spend it with three wonderful people, I couldn't have had a better time!  Flagstaff is such a beautiful part of our state and I can't wait to live there in 8 months! Oh and here is kind of a hint hint nudge nudge, I think I would love to have visitors!!!!!! It's only 2 1/2 hours away and Flagstaff has some good restaurants that would make your stay there quite enjoyable!  :) I hope you had a great 3 day weekend also!

Banner Simulation Center (Coolest place on earth)!

So last Saturday, I went with a group that I volunteer with for the Cardon Children's Medical Center, to the Banner Simulation Center at the old Banner Mesa Hospital at Country Club and Brown.  I volunteer for the hospital ( Cardons) with a program called the Cardon Compass Program.  We help with events for the hospital and in return for volunteering we get to shadow people who work in the hospital and go on cool field trips like the one this past weekend.  Our wonderful leader, Lindsay, arranged for the group to take a tour of the Simulation Center.  It was the coolest thing ever!

In the Simulation Center, Registered Nurses who are certified to run simulation mannequins, teach new nurses who are just hired by Banner hospitals how to do procedures how Banner specifically wants them done and also make sure the experienced nurses are on top of their game!  These Mannequins are both high-fidelity and low-fidelity.  High-fidelity means that the mannequins have a chest that rise and falls when they breath, and pulses that you can feel, they also blink (which is really freaky!).  Low-fidelity means that they still have breath sounds and a heart beat, but the chest does not rise and fall.  Both of them can talk (Which is also really freaky!)

So what did we learn while on this tour?   First we learned how to change a dressing for IV's and central lines.  I think putting on the sterile gloves were the hardest part of that part!

Then we got to take a tour of the center! Since the center was a hospital they have every part of the hospital exactly the way it was, like the intensive care unit, the emergency room, the operating rooms, and regular patient rooms.  Our first stop was the intensive care unit, or ICU, where each of our groups went through a scenario.  In my scenario my guy went into cardiac arrest, so we had to perform CPR.  Of course me being the only CPR certified person I started it off.  Then we took turns! Now I know that if I really had to do it, I could.  I knew it was ingrained in my head, but there was still doubt that I wouldn't be able to remember when my adrenaline was pumping.  Now I know that I can haha.

I know I shouldn't be smiling, but I was kinda freaking out and then Lindsay took the picture!

This is the computer they were running everything off of.

So all in all this was probably one of the coolest things I have ever done!!!!!!!!

Yay for 2011!

So a lot is planned for this year!!!!! In two weeks my friend Ali and I are going up to Flagstaff with her friend Tarah!!! They are both NAU Alumni so they are going to show me all the hip places to hang out at! Then on February 15th my application to the Athletic Training program is due, hopefully I will get an interview then a couple days after my interview I will hopefully hear if I made it into the program! Keep your fingers crossed!!!! I am also applying for a promotion for my job.  I want to go into management at the pools, so I will be filling out my application in a few days! Then in the fall I will be moving out! Ok well moving into a dorm at NAU, but still I will be living on me own!!!! So this year looks like it is going to make up for 2010, and boy do I hope it does!  I hope everyone had an awesome and safe new years celebration!  Make the most of the year, after all life is short!